I tried my best to stay away from the whole relationship thing. I thought it was a waste of time. I mean why set yourself up just to be hurt. Because in the end you’re going to be left alone, unless you’re the lucky one to either get away or die first.. But moving on. I decided to give it a chance again… Trying to keep my distance and not getting to attached or anything he was pulling me closer and i was falling harder. This isn’t just some random boy he was my first love back in 8th grade and now he’s back in my life.. Today we were going through his history on his phone to see how much porn he watched.. Silly stuff. :] until…. We came across these links.. I clicked the links and to my surprise they were pictures of his ex. . Naked as fuck and all other stuff. He said she sent them to him a day before and he deleted them and told her to fuck off. I wasn’t mad or anything until he started to get defensive… Now Im scared. I try to be happy for once and then this. Maybe Im over reacting? All i know is everything i believed happens in relationships is coming true.
When I was in preschool there was this really weird system of time-out where they’d put you in this giant plastic bucket sort of like this one:
And the rule was you couldn’t leave the bucket for ten minutes.
In case you didn’t know, I was what the teachers referred to as a…
